Holi @Negrita y @lu.
Everything that comes out of your mouth
intoxicated and is not direct,
I can give you everything
takes months incubating in my brain.
I've never listened to my body,
I have always danced to other songs.
Before choosing was already dead,
I always wanted to imitate.
I never know what I want,
I always crashed through.
Sometimes I do not distinguish white and black
tell me and I'll throw jumps.
I have so much fear that hate me,
such perfection is killing me.
I have to break this palace
and I have to get dirty to the bone.
And I have to be clean and do not want,
I must obey my own body.
I do not know how much time has stopped,
I want to conquer me and give me kisses.
Where this pride has led me,
always hiding what I feel.
All wounds that I have done,
always watching bleed
for inside to inside.